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What Inspired Me to Start This Brand

  • Writer: alvinamvasquez
    alvinamvasquez
  • Mar 15
  • 5 min read

When I think about what inspired me to start this brand, I don’t begin with the beauty industry, trends, or products on a shelf. I begin much further back, with our ancestors, with ceremony, with the act of painting the body as a way to call in strength.


Across so many cultures, wearing paint has always been a powerful symbol. It was used before rituals, battles, dances, and sacred gatherings. The colors and markings weren’t random; they carried meanings tied to courage, identity, protection, and connection to something greater than ourselves. Paint wasn’t just decoration. It was a way to align the external body with an inner state of readiness and power.

That deep history is one of the roots of this brand. I think about those moments when people stood in front of one another, adorned and intentional, using color as a bridge between the physical and the spiritual. That image has always stayed with me: a person preparing, painting their face or body not to hide, but to show who they are and what they stand for.


Now, fast forward to the world we’re living in today.


We’re in a time of uncertainty, politically, socially, and emotionally. Many people feel less safe, less grounded, and less sure of where they belong. There is more division, more noise, and more pressure to fit in. A lot of us carry quiet fears about entering spaces where we’re not sure if we’re truly welcome. We walk into rooms wondering if our identity, our story, or even our very presence will be questioned.


That fear pushes people inward. It makes them shrink themselves and play small. It creates distance and isolation, even when we’re surrounded by others. We learn to mute parts of ourselves to stay safe. We start to believe that blending in is the only way to belong.


In that kind of world, makeup can easily be twisted into something that feeds the same pattern: cover up, correct, hide, “fix” what makes you different. It can become a mask in the negative sense, a way to disappear your true self behind a carefully curated surface.


But that is not what I believe makeup is meant to be. And it is not the reason this brand exists.


I don’t see makeup as a mask. I see it as an extension of the inner self, a visual language for feelings, stories, and power. To me, makeup is a way to let the inside speak on the outside. It can be a ritual of honoring who you are, not an exercise in becoming someone else.


Every part of the face tells a story, and each product can carry symbolic meaning:


Blush, for example, is more than a flush of color on the cheeks. To me, blush represents the blood running through our veins, the reminder that we are alive, moving, feeling. It’s a nod to circulation, warmth, and the life force beneath our skin. When we wear blush, we are not just “adding color”; we’re acknowledging the pulse of our existence, the quiet beat that keeps us here.


Red lips carry a different kind of energy. For me, red lips are about voice. They say: *I want to be heard. I want to be seen. Red is a color that refuses to apologize. It draws attention to the mouth—the place where we speak truth, express needs, share ideas, and tell our stories. In a world that so often tries to silence certain people, a red lip can be an act of resistance. It can also be a promise to yourself: *My words matter. My presence matters.*


Eyeshadow holds another layer of meaning. The eyes are where we meet one another’s humanity. When I think of eyeshadow, I think of it as an invitation to look deeper. It frames the eyes, guiding attention to the place where we truly sense someone’s inner world. Using color and shape around the eyes can be a way of saying: *There is more to me than what you see at first glance. Come closer. Understand me beyond the surface.*


When you put all of this together—the ancestral history of paint, the symbolism of each element, and the emotional reality of our current moment—you get the heart of why I started this brand.


I wanted to create something that honors our roots while speaking directly to our present. I wanted a brand that treats makeup less like a disguise and more like a modern ritual of empowerment. We may not be preparing for the same ceremonies our ancestors did, but we still walk into spaces that require courage: workrooms, protests, family gatherings, difficult conversations, first dates, new communities.


We still need that feeling of standing in our power.


This brand is my way of offering tools for that. Not tools to erase ourselves, but tools to express ourselves. I wanted products that could support people in stepping into rooms, spaces, and dialogues with a little extra strength—a small but meaningful push that says, *You belong here. You deserve to take up space.*


I imagine someone standing in front of a mirror in the morning, not asking, “How do I fix my face?” but instead asking, “How do I honor how I feel today?” Maybe that looks like a soft wash of blush to celebrate being alive and present. Maybe it’s a bold red lip before a big meeting or conversation they’ve been dreading. Maybe it’s an experimental eyeshadow look that reflects their curiosity, creativity, or desire to be truly seen.


I created this brand for anyone who has ever walked into a room and felt like they had to shrink to fit. For people who have been told they are too loud, too quiet, too bold, too emotional, too different. For those who’ve internalized the idea that they must smooth out their edges to be accepted.


I want our products to whisper the opposite message: that your edges are sacred. Your story is valid. Your presence is not a problem to solve.


My hope is simple but deep. I want this brand to help people feel a little more powerful in their everyday lives. I want them to feel braver entering difficult spaces, more rooted in who they are, and more willing to let their inner world show up on the surface. Not as a mask, but as evidence of life, spirit, and humanity.


In a time when fear and isolation can make us want to disappear, I created this brand as an invitation to do the opposite: to show up fully. To bring your whole self into the room. To wear your stories, your ancestry, your feelings, and your hopes—not hidden away, but expressed in color, texture, and light.


This brand is my love letter to that possibility: that makeup can be more than surface-level. It can be a bridge between who we are inside and how we choose to meet the world—one shade, one look, one brave step at a time.

 
 
 

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